An opalescent little girl

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

What goes up must come down.

Been a bit down these days. Have I been lying to myself? What if I speak the truth? What will happen? What if I keep my mouth shut? Then I'll never know what might happen.

Emotion will not be understood til spoken. - Freidrich Nietzsche

Well said, Nietzsche. Hope it doesn't kill me like it did you.

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Friday, March 27, 2009

Carnival and sweat

I realised I didn't blog abt the carnival. Here goes..

I guess it was pretty fun. My mind was off the paper, in any case. I was in the first car to reach and we actually had time to sit down and eat McDonald breakfast. Fantastic! I loved that.

The mass workout was really stupid and the fella doing it on the stage was like, ahem, 自 high. I did follow a little cos I know it's important to warm up mah. But, wth lor, some of the steps like the long ago Singapore-Mass-Workout type. What with the stupid exaggerated scissors action which I totally refused to do, despite my more-enthu colleagues and my boss behind me.

We didn't really stick together in one group. Here and there broke off into 3 groups or so to wander around the place. I was in the largest group cos of my senior colleague and my other friends. So kena join the enthu group. They were so enthu, they signed me up for the Boxercise.. I actually wanted to try out Pilates leh. Haiz. The instructor was this super fit lady who was probably in her 30s. Her workout was nothing short of insane. For the sake of those ppl, I joined in 'enthusiastically' of course. 25 minutes of non-stop action and I sweated like never before. Now I can say I 'sweated like a pig'. I never knew I could produce that much water. The 8 counts continuous knee-raising and kicking was the one that did it. And I know I'm not that flexible, but that particular exercise was seriously the limit.. made me feel like a couch potato.

What a pity. I really wanted to watch him do it, but they were somewhere else enjoying themselves and eating breakfast.. mutter mutter..

Went home in my colleague's car. Lucky me to have colleagues who drive, and don't mind bringing other people home too. =) I should also mention that I had no more energy for my paper that afternoon, but no choice. Chiong.

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Friday, March 13, 2009

Sian

Had so much to do for the paper. So many changes. Too many, in my opinion.. I stupidly left the laptop in the office. Then had to do the changes by tonight, so use the louya desktop at home to type and do pictures... sian. Now dunno what insane time already lor.

Check 3 stacks too lor. Double sian.

Sniffing like nobody's business too lor. Triple sian.

Muar trip on Sat have to reach at 6am lor. Quadruple sianness.

Time to catch some zzz.

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Monday, March 2, 2009

i am definitely stressed

I notice pimples appearing.
I don't smile as much.
I'm not as lively.
I look at the clock all the time.

Argh. I just have to blog right now.. to relieve a little stress. I also watched Episode 8 earlier during dinner. It was so shiok.. until I saw it was almost 9. The way I procrastinate is seriously terrible. Haiz.

Anyway, the last time I said I was 30% done? What nonsense. It was probably 20%. Omg right.. Now I'm 50% done, I think. I hope. I pray!!! And it's due tmw. Argh. Time to continue working on it.

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