I can't believe I'm actually jealous. Yeah, it took me some time to realise that too, so long have I NOT been feeling that.. feeling. Lol. When I see them together. Talking. Laughing. Smiling. If I was an animal, my lips would be in a snarl.
Then my friends' big day came. I took such pains to get a nice dress and what happens? Maid of honour, my foot. Which maiden would have to get the kitchen roll and stand looking at the puddle like an idiot? And I even contemplated how I could get the job done while looking like the so-called maid in the pretty white, short, revealing dress, mopping up the water cum wax on the floor with the paper towels, and avoiding people's feet. Thank God for the hero, my other friend's boyfriend. And I totally detest the way my wallet suffered because of that big day too, but that's another story. Oops,I got sidetracked.
She has a boyfriend! We all know it. I saw him at Pizza Hut while I was there with my sister the other day. *rolls eyes for goodness knows what reason*
It was especially awful because he was there that day. With her again. (!@$#%^) Why the heck did they have to take taxi together?!? Oh gosh. And stick together the whole ceremony? And throughout dinner? And take pictures and laugh along with the whole gang without me? And practically throughout the night?! And why the hell did they have to walk along the path that was romantically-lighted with the help of candles and light from the ceremony not far away.. in full view of me. So I thought.
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Thank goodness she's leaving by the end of the week. I realise something awful about myself. I can't wait for her to go away and get out of my life. I could do with a perk in my life right now.
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